basically it was a series of dreams, first I was ice skating by myself and even though I was super scared I kept going and I was actually getting really good, and then I was with two of my friends and we were skiing together, and I hadn't skied in a little while but I was trying to seem good like a natural even though I was actually getting really scared even on the not so hard trails, but I kept going anyway, and then every girl In the grade was at this like waterpark and I was on a really scary waterslide but at the end there was a prize. we all got to dress up and the girl I hate wanted this outfit and I got to choose first so I chose that outfit, excited, but once it was on I felt self conscious and I was trying to like it but I didn't, and I was looking at everyone else's jealous that they were confident and liked their outfits, and then I saw the girl I hate in an even better outfit then mine, and she looked absolutely stunning and everyone was like ooooo ahhhhh so pretty! and I was super annoyed and jealous.
These dreams seem to reflect a sense of self-doubt and insecurities that you may be experiencing in your waking life. Ice skating and skiing are activities that require balance and control, which could represent your efforts to navigate through challenging situations or emotions. Feeling scared but continuing to push yourself suggests a willingness to face your fears and overcome obstacles, even if you feel unprepared or out of your comfort zone.
The waterpark setting could symbolize a desire for fun and excitement, but the scary waterslide and feelings of jealousy towards the girl you dislike may indicate a lack of confidence or satisfaction in your own self-image. The prize at the end of the slide could signify a goal or reward that you are striving for, but feeling self-conscious and envious of others' appearances suggests a struggle with comparison and acceptance.
Overall, these dreams may be prompting you to examine your feelings of inadequacy and resentment towards others, and to work on building your self-esteem and finding joy in your own accomplishments without constantly comparing yourself to others. It could also signify a need to address any conflicts or negative emotions you have towards someone in your waking life.